note to self: do not, do not, let anyone in this damn bloody cruel world tell me that i can't do or stop me from doing what i want to do just cause i don't have the bloody qualifications. added word: do not be so weak-willed and let myself decide the future i want to live in. addition, do not stop me from what i want to do and what i want to acomplish and don't get influenced cause this world thinks i'm not good enough just cause i didn't go into the supposedly correct route that everyone is supposed to go. i am capable in my best abilities to achieve and strive and i will not accept myself to live in a future which is planned by somebody else.

i will also not get influenced by what this damn society says about education where it is your frekaing life. it is guranteed i'll work hard cause i want results.

but at the same time don't we all want to prove?
i'm tired.
and my troubles are damn little compapred to others.

period,
zong just think about the freaking exams that shouldn't even exist.

excuse this post. inner-feelings of the angered.

tagged replies:
Deb: yeah i watched pursuit of happiness just yesturday. makes me think i'm really helpless. but i feel iwo jima is way much better. :)